to do to do to do

i seem to like saying words in threes.

too much, too little.

ive seen enough quotes for tonight. talk about touching. and depressing.

my sister's back btw. and theres not a single pirated CD in sight. XD i wonder how long this'll last. i seriously have no faith in the gov.

scouting for pcs now. gna get a spankin new pooter sooooon. yumm.

woe is me. ive got so much things to do this week before school starts. huhuhu... = =" holidays havent been as relaxing as i thought. die die die.

pfft. power up-ing my specs later in teh evening. =p its time i got clearer vision again. and i'll see if i can pinch in an extra pair. one aint ever enough.

pride and prejudice

i can't begin to explain what is going through my mind now, or for the past hour. elizabeth's bennet story is the most beautiful i have ever heard of. i get so immersed and forget myself. i forget my life and everything else associated with it.

i only see the one thing missing from my concsciousness.

friends huh

hmm, for the first time in a very long while, ive decided to join friendster again. lol. see what all the fuss is all about.

i think i need a stronger caffeine boost. i look like dirty laundry.

tom yum soup dinner awaits. muahuahuahua... i am the rice cookin queen.

i wonder what template i should go for this time. i cant think of something catchy. 2006 calls for somethin more than greenday's holiday. hmmm... suggestions are welcome.

i was raidin my own room the other day, getting rid of all the dust bunnies. and i found my box o scrapbooks and diaries. hoomigoodness, i had a funny time readin thru most o them. man, i really like my records. i make good history books. books are eternal.

dude, i so love electronica rock. *drool* makes you just want to get up and do a quick chicken dance.

i better refuel before i type more rubbish. spare you all my unconnected thoughts.

something's on

my head's buzzing again.

my former housekeeper got married about a month ago. she's only in her early 20s. nothing surprising, but totally unexpected. she seemed to be a headstrong, conclusive young woman just emerging from a succesful job in Brunei. and the first thing we heard since she got back to her homeland (Indonesia), she's gna get married. = ="

it just didnt strike me as normal, something she chose to do. im a critical person, aight? she's so much richer than the guy, who happens to be a former childhood friend, who has no property whatsoever. she has everything she needed, going on in the world. at that same time, her father just passed away too. maybe the grief overwhelmed her.

i still think it was a big mistake to get hitched. im always hoping that everything works well for her, and she leads a happy life with her new partner. she has been a good friend and nanny to me and my family. =) i just hope my intuitions are wrong.

brain over heart. brain over heart. brain over heart.

o man, i still cant get over the picture she sent. i wont post it up cos i think its a tad sensitive. its a studio photo of her n her new husband in traditional clothes. o man. *smack on the head* he's damn fugly. she looks too good for him. ok forget abt looks. i still dont like the expression on his face. it just shows so much contrast from hers.

his face is...calculative, unsure and ... just too sneaky for me. while she looks serene, happy, at peace with herself like she achieved the goal of her life.

*screaming at vacuum*

i'll be damned if its another early marriage gone wrong. so much shit happening in the world today.

tsunami memorials.

floods and heavy rains in south east asia.

earthquakes in pakistan, or somewhere there.

monkey bush aint so cocky now, and putin's a judo black belt.

dodo fossils.

i know something big's gna happen again.

dreams my foot

recently, ive had this dream twice or more. my teeth went loose and before i knew it, i was spitting teeth like crazy. and pretty soon, i was as gumless as a baby and freaking out and laughing at the same time.

my sister said that losing-teeth-dreams are a good omen.

i told her she was crazy.

the past few days ever since i got back from melbourne has been tooooootally crazy and mindfucking. ive never been this gushed up before. i think its the hormones though, but theres really no way to tell.

for one, there's an impossible mountain of laundry to sort through.

then there's the impossible revision i have to do before i go back to school, which is what, in one week's time!??!?!?!?!

and then there's still absolutely impossible infatuation ive had for days now.

tonight, ive had exhausting, shocking, interesting conversations with several different people. im spent man, spent.

a friend got a first kiss experience just recently.

i feel like a 60 year old spinster.

a friend is absolutely positive im gna ace my A levels next year.

i feel like a fool. not to mention a dunce.

a friend told me what i didnt want to hear, but what i needed to hear.

i feel like a bubbling mix of soda.

when i go to sleep, im going to think of everything that happened and relish in it. dream ka, fantasize one last time, whatever. when i wake up, im going to face reality. be the person i need to be.

man, that hand gesture really dropped a bomb on me. i doubt RY is gna read this but anyway, i was smitten with you. i know, i believe, there was nothing in looking at my hand. im trying to convince myself once and for all, its just hormones. because the chances of an 'us' ever happening is very very very small, according to present and most probably future circumstances. well, it was sweet, fun, and memorable while it lasted. for me anyway. harharhar. yes yes, im getting over it. im getting over this infatuation once and for all. (unless you actually meant something etc etc, mail me.)

IM KIDDING, ALRIGHT?!?! the last part anyway. but the rest of it, i mean it. i need to remind myself that i mean it.

yeah, well, im over it. remind me, once in awhile huh guys? be a pal. this girl can forget her head too sometimes, you know.

this is me capturing capturing the moment, and putting it in my history.

and this is me starting to dream, and shutting the book.

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

Howie Day - Collide

from the twisted sisters

happy holidays.

'tis the season

i fall back to being melancholy faster than i adjust to living in this place again.

exactly a year ago, at this time, i was having the time of my life somewhere out there. today, im just going to listen to sad music and nibble on my precious max brenner chocolate.

i dont know why i always do this to myself. perhaps its a way of self destruction.

i just calculated my mental age. it's 22.27. i dont know what to say or feel.

i long for city lights. they calm my buzzing state of mind.

i've put Collide on repeat. its been playing for hours. im still stuck. i feel the need to play it out on the guitar. but my strings are broken. as poetic as that sounds, its dead depressing true.

i think i need a holiday from this holiday, to get back into the old routine. here, people feel like they have a purpose. like, they're needed. here, i feel stagnated. im really praying next year will breeze through with good results. damn this money minded world.

one year.

merry xmas, santa babies.

cold shower

yeah, i needed that cold bucket o words to douse the lust, i suppose. sigh. its just that helplessness i love to hate. then there's always that sadness, knowing that a lot of things i hoped for will not happen. o eww i sound so mushy. ick. uber eww. yeah, well thanks ko. i feel better now. in a way, i guess.

vacuum screamer

I want to scream and scream and scream myself hoarse.

i actually yelled "you piece of shit!" at the vacuum just now. it's big-assed size and crappy hose just got to me. oh and i don't regret getting the veronicas. they're good. typical rock ozzie sound. so yea, that explains the screaming. it was funny though. good thing no one's at home to see me yelling at the vacuum.

well, i just got home and we're cleaning the house already. it's omigod so dusty!!!!!!!!! ick. now, everything's clean clean clean, thanks to me n my crappy vacuum. ^^ hmmm. when i say clean, i mean dustless and maybe germless clean. clean does not equal messy, aight?

o man, im so frustrated!

i want to do so many things, i want to say so much, i want to feel something so bad.

im not surprised ive changed yet again. every event does that to me. every trip outside this country always changes my mental clockwork. its not surprising. but its bloody frustrating. i mean, how am i supposed to fit in again? as obnoxious as that sounds, i really find it a hard time trying to hangout with friends, mostly people my age. my mental age feels like its 20+. i know i know, its obnoxious etc etc. well, whats a blog for anyway. i just, sigh. now, i have to find a way to get along again. sometimes, i wish i wasnt so malleable. but then, sometimes i appreciate the fact that i am. i adjust quicker.

dammit. infatuations are bloody frustrating. especially in my case.

i know someone's infatuated with me. i know im infatuated with someone else. i was so infatuated with a dark choc suckao i was literally high on choc drugs. i know i'll be infatuated yet again next time i'll go crazy and obsessive like this. i cant think about anything else!!!!!! >.<

dammit dammit dammit. i know i dont have to do anything about it. infatuations dont necessarily matter. but when they do, i just go blank. stupid. stupid stupid stupid. see how frustrated i am now? maybe i should go shout at the vacuum somemore.

here's what im thinking now:

a few phrases from the veronicas - revolution

I am temperamental Like a heart without a home I am sentimental But you dont know me at all I have expectations I wanna be the one you call And I want a conversation But you dont know me at all If you knew me at all You'd take my picture And you'd hang it on your wall

a few phrases from the same song, which i wish theyre true *melodramatic sigh*

Hold on tight I am Im a revolution Close your eyes I am, I am I'll blow your mind I am Im a revolution Why do i have to explain Who I am again and again I amI know what you're thinkin I can tell what you're waitin for But I think that you're pretendin But you dont fool me at all I didnt know that you've been wanting me Oh how's a girl supposed to know Just when you think that it's all tragedy Dont worry baby I'll go slow

i always seem to like people i cant have. what is with that??? oh and just so you know, i'll never admit this infatuation to anehbodeh. unless branded with a hot poker or something liddat.

"I'm quiet you know You make a first impression I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind", howie day's collide.

sigh. i think im done venting. im all spent. i just wish the thoughts would go away. i dont like being this vulnerable.

gone are the flies and ants

im at changi at the moment. im going to board in a few minutes. hmmm...somehow home doesn't really appeal to me. in fact, 2006 doesnt at all. what a bore. i didnt mean for the last post to sound so morbid. i was in a state of stupor. sleep deprived more like. hmm, i think ive been getting that a lot lately. the other day, i was infatuated with two things, my parents thought i was high on drugs. lol. well, anyone can be easily infatuated with chocolate. *dreamy smile* hmmm, will blog more when i get back home. sigh. i wonder what next year holds in store for me. oh and by the way, theres this dude just in the next pooter booth who is just so cuuuuuuuuuute ^^ sigh. bloody hormones. i must remember to put some holy verse in a shirt pocket next time. hahahaha. now, im just procrastinating. if i could, id hog this pooter booth allllll day long.

i dont miss the flies, ants n spiders. i think ive developed an icky disposition towards those bugs now. its either crawl away, or die. lol. yep yep, im a horrible little girl.

collide

im sitting in my sister's room, with my sister and mom. it's 1.30 in the morning. they're talking about umm...tonight's forthcoming dinner. howie day's collide is on repeat. i just took off my glasses because i don't want to focus anymore. ive stopped listening. i just hear the tunes and hums and sounds.

the purple crown i drew on my hand is smudged. my hair's all messed up and i want to sleep but can't. sometimes my legs twitch at night when i canl sleep. i can see the sillhouete of the trees swaying through a crack in the blinds. most of the time i try not to think of pushing my sister off the bed and hog the quilt.

they're gossiping now. im still enjoying typing.

so many emotions and needs. this week has been hard. on everyone. i dont want to think. about the past. about the future. i just dont want to be anymore.

im 17. i feel that not enough has happened to me. everything just passes by as a blur. everything around me just moves at a speed faster than me. i feel warped. what am i typing now?

right now, my template would be a mellow yellow and blue. with a thin, jagged gray line along the edges. i think i'll go dive under the covers now. nothing more, nothing less.

Look what you've done...

... screw you.

I finally watched Bullet in a Bible abt the same time the concert started. I knew it would finally open up all the emotional baggage I brought with me from long, long ago.

Like they said, if anyone tells you to do something you don't believe in, just give them the middle finger. Image has nothing to do with anything anymore. Self trust and belief do.

if i had my way, i wouldn't even need to curse online

fuck it. watehell is the matter with people today. my one and only chance to ever see Greenday is a complete zero because of fear. damn it. if you don't want to spend money, don't even bother going out. if you don't want to wreck the car, don't even bother driving. if you don't want to get pickpocketed, don't even bloody bring money then. after all this, you label me for the single mistakes i make??? well #)$& *@#. im glad to be one more headache for you then. just one more bloody year till i can physically separate myself from these grevious persons. greenday might just as well retire and never tour again because i obviously am not "allowed" to go and see a damned concert. oh ive typed a lot of curses too but ive deleted them after every sentence. hmm. one shouldnt blog under the influence of screwed up feelings. a flagged blog isnt on my list.

Yeeha

The family.

The graduate.

The flowers received.

The special home-cooked dinner we ate.

By yours truly.

Well, you're an adult now, big sister.

Ants in Melbourne

The weather is unpredictable. hahaha. It's hot and dry, but the winds are cold and wet. Well at least I think so. =p So far, everything's alright. We arrived yesterday at 6.50am = =" huhuhuhuhuhu. We got out of the airport about an hour later cos of customs.

I got sniffed by a dog. HAHAHAHA.

Then we took a taxi to my sister's house. Yes, she didn't come to the airport to pick us up cos it was too early. hahhaha. Nothing much. Stayed at "home" and slept till like 3 in the afternoon?
Anyhoo, the thing that bugs me the most is the ANT INVASION!!!!! *screaming like a banshee*

Well it's not that bad la, i guess. Still, it's not exactly comfy when you have to watch out for sneaky crawlers when you're eating at the table. XD Should've brought bug spray.

Oh, we saw a GREAT BLACK FAT SPIDER too in my sister's room last night. So scareeeeeeyyy. I think we scared it away and out of the house, cos we're all still alive today. lol. Well, no joke, we do have to smash any wandering spiders cos they're poisonous. =
O we had dinner at this place called River Kwai last night. We went with 3 other families and my sister's friends. Talk about a big crowd. We took up 3 tables! lol. My sister's friends are an open crowd. Haha. I like em. But I think I'm just uh..shy. lol. Well, anyway, it was mouth watering gooooooood. Our table had 10 different dishes! o.O

I was totally stuffed. To the max. haha. We're gna go out later. Dunno, see if I can get some pictures later. ^^ Hmm, I'm also trying to get Greenday tickets. crossing fingers for hope* oh, and I've contacted Tzen too! Haha. We'll be meeting up soon I guess. ^^

Till then, ants away!

Singapore - Day 1

Hahahaha. The airplane ride totally sucked. I'll spare you the lurid details, and just say that I nearly puked during landing. The pilot wasn't bad, really. I just wasn't up to fly I guess.

We're staying at some hotel near City Hall. Pretty kewl. Lotsa n lotsa n lotsa shops around. We've been walking around the whole day till now, and I've only gotten a Bullet in a Bible (original. muahuahuahua.) and next year's school shoes (omibloodigodmyfeetaregettinghugernhuger?!??!). I played stylist for my dad and gave him a brand new look. So he's definitely gna turn up lookin' snazzy on my sister's graduation. *wink*

Dinner was effin' awesome *bug eyed*. We went to this Halal Thai restaurant and we had oweeee the spicy hot, yummylicious tom yam seafood. *slurrrrrrp!* And also some sambal kang kong and ginger parsley beef. Wohlau eh, I tell you. Baru 3 dishes and I feel like I'm in heaven already. Oh I burnt my tongue on hot soup too.

Well those are the normal, S'pore shopping spree stuff that everyone does. The quirks, are another story. Mpphhhfff. Here's a few that I can remember:

We were in this lil shop and the music blaring from the ceiling stereos was some Jamaican (ya man) sound. The cashier, a mature and stern looking woman, was nodding and bouncing a little to the beat. Best thing was she was sporting about it. Haha. I can't imagine that happening in KB where the cashiers only grunt and ignore you. lolz.

When we were shopping for my dad's new look in Robinsons' Men's Section, there were 3 salespersons looking after us. Woahahaha. Felt good to have salespeople actually looking after their customers. 3 waiting on us!!! My dad being the only guy and all. lol.

So anyway, I also happen to like how people here smile at you when you smile back, like the salespersons from the Men's Department. Wohahaha. Yeah, they're the ones who were after my dad. Anyway, I just like how they smile back whenever I smile at them. And I smiled a lot. XD

Oh, and they're guys by the way. *;p*

Hmm, I can just imagine my self living here you know? Hanging out with friends at the same old Thai restaurant every night, just chatting with each other. Or like walking around department stores with girl friends, or boyfriends. Or just going to work, using the MRT or bus. Ah well. I must be a city girl after all.

Hmm, I still have a Couch Potato bun to finish. It's waiting for me in the hotel room. Hahaha. I just love bakeries here. They've got scrumpidillicious pasteries. yummm...

Tomorrow, we're gna shop around Funan for a hard disk for my sister, and a phone for my dad, and maybe even for me. =p Maybe lahhhhh...and tomorrow, we're gna fly to Melbourne!!!

Pictures will be posted a few days from now. A little hectic and I don't have much pictures from good ol S'pore. Who needs em when you can come here?!

ehh = ="

I can't sleep. I watched TV after I turned off the pooter. That was about 1 something. Then I went to bed at 2 something. Now it's 4 something. = =" Blame it on over active imagination. Blame it on ADD. Blame it on the cup of coke I drank before I went to bed. lolz. And, it doesn't help that Click Five songs are running over and over and over in my head. At max volume. *shudder* And as revolting to me as glee-hopping to you, it's not the thought of meeting you so soon that jump started adrenaline, my dear Bobo. Well, you go figure it out. Bwahahaha.

I'm bored and I have nothing to do. Dum di dum di dum.

I don't think I'll be able to sleep after this. Might as well just do something eh? Hm..thing is there's nothing much to do. Man, why do I always get into these kind of situations? Bleh. I wonder what's for breakfast though... o.O

Well, ok. I've got an interesting topic. Mainly 'cos it just happened and I've nothing better to do at 4.07am, December 9, 2005.

I got this thingamajig in my inbox around 1 or 2 something just now?

Be right back.

*SHUT UP YOU HOWLING DOGS! IT'S 4.11AM DAMMIT! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BLOG HERE??!?!?!!?*

Darned neighbourhood stray dogs. Hope it's a burglar they got anyway.

So anyway, I got this crush thingy at 1.28am just now. Hmm, I'm flattered. Really. But the thoughts that jumped in my face respectively were:

"Bwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha....."

"They must've gotten the wrong email."

"That person must be really drunk...cos I'm not the crush-able kind at all."

etc cynicism, sarcasm, humor, jadedness etc

Well I was really tempted to click on the "Remove me" link. It really looked like spam. But I decided to entertain myself and clicked on the "Find out" instead.

And I wished I didn't. = ="

*incredulous look on face* YOU HAVE TO BLOODY SIGN UP AND BLOODY GUESS WHO THEY ARE??????????

The clues aren't much of a help anyway. All general stuff like they may see you everyday, your schoolmate, they may give you a card etc etc etc All these random things are believe you me totally useless. In fact, the only useful clue they gave was look it up in the address book. Like "DUHHH..."

I mean, geez, watehell? Only jobless loonies would create such a website. Tsk.

So anyway, I gave up after a few tries. How in the world am I supposed to guess without the barest breath of a hint. Tuh.

So whoever you are, come out come out. I don't like these guessing games, not especially from a purple heart-ed website. *Ewww...they stole my colour too. Blegh.* And I really appreciate some straight forwardess, however embarassing it may be to you. Well, let's just assume I have a rather thick skull (assume ok, assume), so I'm slower than the average hormonal person. And that's assuming, after you've read this entry, that you still have a crush on me. XD

And the rest of you can stop laughing now. I can hear your snorting and hideous wheezing from here. I'm psychic. >=p Well did YOU get any crush-mail? Nyeh nyeh nyeh.

It is now 4.32am.

Learn To Fly

I'm gna fly tomorrow! ^^ Not that thrilled because of the flight itself, but thrilled for some Singapore shopping and food! Yummm... Well I just finished packing and all. For some reason, a 2 week stay in Melbourne requires 3 big luggages............. one for each person lah. XD

Anyhoo, I'm not expecting much from this trip la, 'cos I'm bringing my Physics and Chemistry files along too. = =" They weigh 5 kg man... Think what I can buy in S'pore worth 5 kg. Tsk. Well I've got a few items I need to get from S'pore, and I'm ready for that ugh-ing flight (I don't like airplanes. Blegh.). My Cybershot and Zen and Nokia are all charged. I've got my purple pen ready for whimpering, sun-worshipping fans. And, I'm not gna sleep anytime soon because of a dysfunctional, hormonal, sleep induced disorder. Anyway, I'm gna cook a yummylicious, drooliation, tangy, spicy, fantastical Asam Laksa Maggi Mee after I blog.

Muahuahuahua. I love adjectives and rojak words. ^^

See you in the virtual world!

rock

I miss playing the guitar. My last string is broken, the others are a hybrid of steel and nylon. Eek. Sounds like a cat singing. What I want is a black or white Fender. *dreamy spazzed out look* And I admit I dream of being a rockstar. XD Still, I just want that lovely Fender. So eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......

Hmm, I think I miss being in a band. Not so sure. I've never really played on stage. A lot of dubbing by others and scratched parts because they thought I wasn't up for it. *pout* Well, maybe next time. I'll join something in uni. Maybe. Sigh. And if I do, I'll make sure I get it on tape. XD

grunge and imperfections are the new rock

I've been doing my research on the latest sounds, and I came across a lot of freaky, fantastical, migoodness stuff. Like the websites of some musicians.

The Click Five


Hot damn. Their sound is a total fusion of pop rock + old school. Actually more like The Killers but a younger n more bubblegum type. It's good! Their music just makes you want to get up and move. Plus their lyrics are pretty sweet and simple enough. Their concept for each song is straight to the point and easy to relate to. Although I must say, after 2 to 5 songs, you get kinda bored because they all sound almost the same. But hey, I'm thinking they're still new and need a little time to really fine tune their stuff. Don't get me wrong. They've got a few outstanding tunes in their album. I think they could've done better. It just sounds as if they rushed to get the album done. The songs all seem so saturated, like there's nothing new. Hmmm, over all, I give them a 4 out of 5 stars. Plus a half for the cute singer. ;)

The Veronicas

Owee. Grunge girls rock the world. Like sizzlin' hot. I haven't heard any of their songs except for 4ever. Sounds promising though. I like their attitude and style. You can just feel their vibe when you see anything relating to them. Now that's what I call good marketing. lol. Well, I'm still waiting to hear what else is new from them. But so far, I think I give a 4 out of 5 stars.

~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~

Like dude, did you check out their graphics and web design? Oooooootay. I loike. The click five's lay out is simple and straight. I like the bit where all 5 members just stare at you all the time, at the top of the page. XD A lil intimidating, but you get used to it. Doesn't hurt that they're kinda cute too. Wahahaha.

The veronicas' is total grunge. Did you check it out?!!? It's all over the place! Like migawd, I just love it. So artistically strewn all over. Nice nice. A bit hard to see at first, but the graphics is what makes you come back for more. I went total o.O when I first saw em. Whoever did the site did an awesome job. *clap clap*

But I gotta tell ya, the guys who take the cake are no other than.... *drum roll*

Greenday

They greet you with a full out American Idiot flash presentation. Now who wouldn't be impressed by that. They've already got you excited before you even enter the site. Well, ok, nerd and obssessed fan that I am, it wouldn't be that fair. But o hell, they've even got an Idiot Club. And every bloody new page is a totally new layout. I mean, that has got to be one creative & hardworking web designer. So much tedious work!

T_T Of course I'm green with envy.

off with their heads!

If I had my way...

• school regulations do NOT include uniforms, banned items, and bloody morning registrars.
• school starts at 9, ends at 3. 1 hr lunch break. oh so joyful clubs and activities and a student council; freedom of speech is strictly compulsory.^^
• Taxes. They make the economic market boom.
• town and city development, and enough fines to compete with fine city Singapore.
• MRTs and trams and what have you's so that everybloodybody wants to use public transport.
• Kill Piracy. Off with their heads!
• Beach fun! Brown sand and blue waters. Not the other way around.
• As the nerd that I claim I am, I want to build cities of books, stationary, food and clothes. Oh and hybrid cities too. For example:
• Books books books! Stationary stationary stationary! Have a book/stationary city! I want every single kind of book every published, printed, written, drawn etc available in one part of the country. As well as rows and rows of pens, paper, clips etc etc a fantastical nerd like me would ever dream of. Muahuahua...sweet!
• CANDY STORES.
• theme parks with all kinds of rides and rollercoasters to have that food churning in the stomach.
• gadget world o.O
• friendly relations with martians, venusians and mercurians. ^^
• dinosaurs still roam the uninhabited part of the earth. and humans aren't dumb enough to build jurassic parks.
• eradicate hunger n poverty. world peace! world peace!
• monkey face(HSUB) and his smelly butt(RIALB) to really be kept in zoos.
• I wanna have a purple + black crown or tiara of my own. XD

"Confidence is ignorance," advised the centaur.

"If you're feeling cocky, it's because there's something you don't know."

I FINALLY HAVE THE COMPLETE SET OF ARTEMIS FOWL SERIES!!!!!

Gosh, aren't they just pretty? *wipes tears from eyes* These have got to be one of my best investments in books ever. I just love all that goes on in Arty's adventures. Everyone loves to get away from the real world sometimes.

I indulge in these comtemporary modern genres.

Eoin Colfer did the right mix, of everything that I'd like to do. Artemis Fowl books have fairies, leprechauns, dwarfs, trolls, brain busting technology, primal instincts and pure logic, which is something we ordinary humans fail to possess most of the times. Sounds childish and very fantasized, but it makes one realize about the degree of differences between the polluted, corrupted world today and the ideal, natural world that every single species would like to live in. Sad, sad, sad.

Enough about human emotions. Artemis Fowl is a young teen with a dangerous, plotting mind. He's dastardly precise when he wants something, and he always gets what he wants.

Aurum est potestas: Gold is power.

D'Arvit. I'm a reprobate with an addiction to these kind of books.

I'm sorry but I won't be lending any of them to anyone. I value my books much more than I do my wallet.

No doubt. I'm an eternal faery minded Mudgirl. Better check for pointy ears now. Who knows, who knows.

busy busy bee

I'm going to Singapore and Melbourne next week! My sister's graduating! ^^ Awww...she's all grown up and old now. *Pet on the head.*

My to do list:

• Get 2 watches. 1 to lose, 1 to spare.
• Kunt clothes! Muahuahuah... *chant: I love Kunt. I love Kunt. I love Kunt. I lov...*
• Go on a chocolate tour! Mmm...every girl's chocolate fantasy come true. Wahahaha.
• Hunt and stalk Greenday tickets for the 17th. *Please please pleeeeeeease...*
• Sit and observe people at a cafe, sipping a mocha.
• Get a koala hug! ^^ I know, I've done it before, but I wana do it again! =D
• Get loadsa pictures for deviations. I'm having an inspiration block at the moment. =\
• Write down random thoughts in a journal. Maybe I'll post some here too!
• Have fun. Meet up with Tzen if possible. Muahuahuahua...I see little horns poking out from my hair already.
• I dunno what else, but you'll hear about it if something comes up. ^^

I'll be leaving on Friday. Staying one night in Singapore. Then I'll be in Melbourne fer 2 weeks. I'll still be blogging then, but I wouldn't expect long entries. Neither me nor my sister likes sharing pooters. XD

Stop AIDS. Keep the Promise

Today's World AIDS Day. I was watchin' MTV and they were showing all these HIV programs, about the social stigma, the discrimination, the mis-information and mis-understanding about how HIV and AIDS happens, and the myths about how HIV is transmitted.

I'm still quite surprised how clueless people are about this serious pandemic. Like people in the UK for goodness' sake, they don't know if it's a growing problem there. = =" I mean, not pointing fingers or anything, but I'm just astounded. Kids as young as 9 in Thailand are being taught and educated about sexual behaviours, contraception, HIV etc etc

Well, I just wanna say I'm not afraid of HIV-positive people.

Silence = Death

So speak up.