stick between spokes

this week has been totally f*cked up for me. and according to my logical brain, its going to get worse. so, i apologise for the crude words and the no-posting. stuff happened, i just haven't gotten round to typing them out yet. i'll do that soon. i'm also going to change the layout of everything. pinker pls lemme know if you still wana join in ya? in any case, im changing everything. if i have the time. lol. there's never enough of it.

i've got a ton of things to do, and i'm not good company. its "screw the world!" time. harharhar.

you know, sometimes i really wish that one day i'd wake up to find there was no one in the world but me. and maybe a fewwww people i'd like to have around. i hate all this people business. skirting round feelings and whodidwhatforwhatdumbreason/gossip. i don't freaking care if you want to get some guy's attention. i don't freaking care if you think the movie's boring. i don't freaking care if your bloody relatives can't control their feelings. i don't freaking care if you can't find your own sh*t that you lost.

i'm sick of having to keep people happy all the time you know? not when its at my own expense. well suuuuure i do it sometimes, when i can. but this, this is overdrive. and overdrive means payback time.