something's on

my head's buzzing again.

my former housekeeper got married about a month ago. she's only in her early 20s. nothing surprising, but totally unexpected. she seemed to be a headstrong, conclusive young woman just emerging from a succesful job in Brunei. and the first thing we heard since she got back to her homeland (Indonesia), she's gna get married. = ="

it just didnt strike me as normal, something she chose to do. im a critical person, aight? she's so much richer than the guy, who happens to be a former childhood friend, who has no property whatsoever. she has everything she needed, going on in the world. at that same time, her father just passed away too. maybe the grief overwhelmed her.

i still think it was a big mistake to get hitched. im always hoping that everything works well for her, and she leads a happy life with her new partner. she has been a good friend and nanny to me and my family. =) i just hope my intuitions are wrong.

brain over heart. brain over heart. brain over heart.

o man, i still cant get over the picture she sent. i wont post it up cos i think its a tad sensitive. its a studio photo of her n her new husband in traditional clothes. o man. *smack on the head* he's damn fugly. she looks too good for him. ok forget abt looks. i still dont like the expression on his face. it just shows so much contrast from hers.

his face is...calculative, unsure and ... just too sneaky for me. while she looks serene, happy, at peace with herself like she achieved the goal of her life.

*screaming at vacuum*

i'll be damned if its another early marriage gone wrong. so much shit happening in the world today.

tsunami memorials.

floods and heavy rains in south east asia.

earthquakes in pakistan, or somewhere there.

monkey bush aint so cocky now, and putin's a judo black belt.

dodo fossils.

i know something big's gna happen again.