if i had my way, i wouldn't even need to curse online

fuck it. watehell is the matter with people today. my one and only chance to ever see Greenday is a complete zero because of fear. damn it. if you don't want to spend money, don't even bother going out. if you don't want to wreck the car, don't even bother driving. if you don't want to get pickpocketed, don't even bloody bring money then. after all this, you label me for the single mistakes i make??? well #)$& *@#. im glad to be one more headache for you then. just one more bloody year till i can physically separate myself from these grevious persons. greenday might just as well retire and never tour again because i obviously am not "allowed" to go and see a damned concert. oh ive typed a lot of curses too but ive deleted them after every sentence. hmm. one shouldnt blog under the influence of screwed up feelings. a flagged blog isnt on my list.