Officially screwed
My end of year results are effin dastardly. Very colourful combination if I may say so. I'm thinking of dropping Chemistry though. That way I might be able to focus more on Physics and Biology without having to worry about bonds and structures. = =" I dunno yet. We'll see what happens next year. I hope my AS results will be what I hoped for >.<>
I've gone back to being a hermit. There's just nothing to stimulate me. I hate that feeling. But I always have to be the one who goes oh never mind me, I'm too taxing and I'll only interrupt you. And I don't even have a freakin' after-college goal anymore. What's the use if I'm off for UBD or Curtin. Blehhh...I just flinch when I think of it. I'm not saying those Unis are bad, it's just that I'm not a UBD or Curtin person. I'm a bigger-than-life person. Whatever that means. Ahhh watehell. It doesn't matter anymore. I'm just screwed. No chance of getting that scholarship now. Might as well just brood. I hate this place. No, I hate being stuck here.
I wish I knew more blasphemies. That would make my blog entries more interesting. The latest one I found is...."Get away from me, you...wart from hell!" XD Damn funny.
Sigh. I normally hate labelling and character judgements. But I just love to do it with my self. Guess that shows what a tiny, depressed insect I am. = = The term loser is too common. Insignificant and deranged sounds much better.
Heh. Asperger's Syndrome is much more better than ADHD i reckon. At least you've got the mental capabilities. ADHD? Sports maybe. But everyone knows that ain't a rewarding thing is this place. Not unless you live in the States or anywhere else. = ="
So I'm back to being moody. Brooding is what I do best. It's just too bad they don't have any competitions for that. Otherwise I think I stand a chance of scoring a medal. Ha. Ha. Ha.
I've gone back to being a hermit. There's just nothing to stimulate me. I hate that feeling. But I always have to be the one who goes oh never mind me, I'm too taxing and I'll only interrupt you. And I don't even have a freakin' after-college goal anymore. What's the use if I'm off for UBD or Curtin. Blehhh...I just flinch when I think of it. I'm not saying those Unis are bad, it's just that I'm not a UBD or Curtin person. I'm a bigger-than-life person. Whatever that means. Ahhh watehell. It doesn't matter anymore. I'm just screwed. No chance of getting that scholarship now. Might as well just brood. I hate this place. No, I hate being stuck here.
I wish I knew more blasphemies. That would make my blog entries more interesting. The latest one I found is...."Get away from me, you...wart from hell!" XD Damn funny.
Sigh. I normally hate labelling and character judgements. But I just love to do it with my self. Guess that shows what a tiny, depressed insect I am. = = The term loser is too common. Insignificant and deranged sounds much better.
Heh. Asperger's Syndrome is much more better than ADHD i reckon. At least you've got the mental capabilities. ADHD? Sports maybe. But everyone knows that ain't a rewarding thing is this place. Not unless you live in the States or anywhere else. = ="
So I'm back to being moody. Brooding is what I do best. It's just too bad they don't have any competitions for that. Otherwise I think I stand a chance of scoring a medal. Ha. Ha. Ha.
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